Small things make the biggest difference

From the last time I wrote, it was the first day of Spring 2013. Since then, I have to admit that I dropped yet another class. Throughout my academic journey, looking back at all the classes that I've taken and all the classes I failed to exceed, it pulls me back to a dark area in my past. I'm not an excellent student, but I know I can. Without any proof, how do I know that I can be an excellent student? Forcing myself into the medical field, I've really grown to love the science world. It's so ironic though, because it's been that one subject in my entire academic life that has never failed to challenge me. It has never been easy to understand principles and concepts, but once I have learned and understood, it's just all common sense. I hate that it takes me a long time to comprehend topics and worst when I forget about them. I do love focusing on Chemistry and Biology, but those subjects are too general and they have their own focuses that really picks me brain. I can't just be satisfied with the easy parts.

Well I know I'm still struggling after 5 years of "adult schooling", and my age just gets more embarrassing each year. I really want to focus on the good things though, without forgetting to challenge myself. I just wish that sometimes, I meet people who have the same issues as me.